Everything in life is amazing, regardless.

09 April 2015

Farewell My Friend

Ring of Kerry Ireland

Please do remember that you with your sweet smile will never be forgotten. 
Goodbye Cecilia...

Edit: 12 April 2015

So it's out there, everyone knows the passing of my dear friend. I was told to keep quiet about it for a while because gardai (police) is still investigating about her sudden death. It is hard to suppress the feeling of deep sadness when you have to put a brave face in front of many people. You begin to wonder and ask too many questions but you can't really get any answer. 

I often wonder what it would be like to be locked in the dark hole, how could you get out of it? 

Cecilia was full of life. She's the kind of girl who always wanted to thrive, to grow and never give up. She's also life of a party, never been shy and always been friendly. I became friends with her instantly because she was truly kind. We do things together, she never say no to my invites, she likes to try new things and we often laugh about silly things. I like her. I really really like her.

Then I became busy, very very busy. The last time I've spoken to her was two weeks ago. She just came back from a business trip in Singapore and we were talking about her plans to move there because she loves it there....

I wish I was sensitive enough to sense that there was something wrong... but how could I'd be of help if I didn't know about her depression. How could you reach someone if they don't let you know...

I wish I ask more.